Lights have died fast, too fast for my eyes to adjust
such darkness must only announce one thing,
your joyful eyes have been shut
against my will, against my will.

Every corner in my room is growing by the minute
and I keep becoming smaller and smaller,
suddenly silence drowns voices that speak of comfort
and my lungs are filled with heavy air,
muted screams come out of me
and breathing is a difficult task for my body.

I try to hold on to your last breath
while your eyes go deep into the painful morning
and no longer shine on me.

I find myself low on faith
questioning everything I strongly believed in
asking for justice for such a humble soul
still there's no comfort for no answer makes sense
and I remain selfish on my desire to keep you.

my eyes drown between heavy air and your absence
foolishly I closed my eyes under a false conviction
creating a fake reality where you'd never leave
where you'd still be here when I open the door.

I try to hold on to your last breath
while your eyes go deep into the painful morning
and no longer shine on me.

Gathering everything that reminds me of you
as if those things would bring you back to me
or at least make me sink into a timeless dream
where breaking a watch would stop time
and holding your face would feel warm.

Days keep passing me by
and I still hold on to your memory
I refuse to let go
but there's no void in me
for you still live in me.

Bonzo... thank you for a decade together. I will keep you in my memory for many more.